I lied.
I'm ok.
So true.
You are looking for anything that is easy and comfortable right now. You have been putting a lot of energy toward something and it just hasn't seemed to be working. Right now, you don't know where to go next, but you simply don't have the energy to put anything more into this. Remember that if you are spending more time working on something than enjoying it, the efforts may not be all that worth it in the long run. You are better off today seeking something that brings you happiness, no matter how big or small.