I know my posts are getting lengthy and wordy.
I know they are full of unglam pictures.
BUT, pardon me!
Hahahahhahahahahhaa.
I got two words to say,
28.6.09, 10:37 PM
Get over and done with.
I know I'm not the one he's talking about.
I know I can never be the one he's talking about.
I know and I will not be foolish.
Trying to be brave.
27.6.09, 12:01 PM
I spent about 5-6 hours last night,
burning a redundant midnight oil for someone.
Was almost late for the CQ meeting but it was cancelled.
*Phew, luckily.
Ystd's 5-6 hours was spent talking to about 5 people about "it".
Asking for opinions.
Fuck, I know this is like very whatever.
You must be thinking, "5 people for opinion?!"
But yes, I couldn't make up my mind.
Follow my heart.
I ended up going to bed with a fucking nehneh chaocheebye mood.
I was pissed off.
I was angry.
I was feeling helpless.
Millionsssssssss of things were running.
Flashbacks and all.
Fuck those flashbacks.
I'm angry at myself for not being able to keep "it" down.
I'm angry at myself for being so useless.
I'm angry at myself for the way things turned out today.
Fuck those fate.
Fuck those words.
Fuck those flashbacks.
I'm on my own.
A little sadness will always exist to make things balance out.
But it didn't had to be in this way.
I'm trying to be brave.
BUT I'M ACTUALLY MAKING MYSELF LOOK DESPERATE.
I'M ACTUALLY NOT WHO I USUALLY AM.
Omg, cheng, come on lah. Its nothing. These things always happen.
P.s/ I have been thinking alot to myself. Smiling to myself over nothing.
Loser at a losing game. It makes a double loser for me.
You.
I spent every minute thinking about it.
I re-read all the msges again and again.
I realised I was stupid.
Sorry, really. I'm very slow in a way.
But, I hope that you could see what I've given.
I spent every minute and second thinking.
My heart goes faster whenever I see that photo of us.
My heart goes even faster when I see you.
But we are back to the start.
I can't guess what you're thinking.
And I know, I'm not the one.
Many many words. :D
24.6.09, 11:32 PM
Stupid Jem.
Stupid Qaiser.
Stupid Suren.
L.O.L
(horus' joke)
:D
Last night Jem, Tao Guang, Tam, Wawa had a mass convo.
Then whatever they said, I just went "LOL".
All the way. Fun siol.
For example,
T04 IS (L)! WE'RE HOT AND BURNT. TAMTAM(: & I thought. said:
yeah
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
JEM. said:
hahaha!
(。・ω・。) ahguangxD is looking forward to outing wif big bird l;] said:
hahas
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
_
(。・ω・。) ahguangxD is looking forward to outing wif big bird l;] said:lols
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
JEM. said:
lol!
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
JEM. said:
ehh cheng
JEM. said:
stop your lol thing
JEM. said:
lol!
CHENG - the main bomb said:
lol
(。・ω・。) ahguangxD is looking forward to outing wif big bird l;] said:
yeahs
CHENG - the main bomb said:
):
(。・ω・。) ahguangxD is looking forward to outing wif big bird l;] said:
i see le eye
(。・ω・。) ahguangxD is looking forward to outing wif big bird l;] said:
pain
(。・ω・。) ahguangxD is looking forward to outing wif big bird l;] said:
x.x
-Laughing my arse off once more-
Today's outing, although not many turned up...
Ok, not even half turned up.
But we had lots of fun lah :D
At least I got Tam, Leiyi, Wawa, Brenda, Michelle and the other girls there.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I spent like half of my life and lots of oxygen laughing.
LOL!
Terrible I tell you.
Terrible. Hahahahaahaha.
No photos yet.
But I just feel like blogging.
Cause the guys have been arses.
Hahahahaha, terrible right!
Omg, I'm in NPSU some more.
Hahahahahaha. Future torturous days with Suren and Khai already.
Die only.
"Ah lai, fast game lai, Fast game lai"
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH!
And I almost died during vb training ystd.
I trained like nobody's business.
Until bruises suurfaced ):
Ya lah, weak lah.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
But tmr! TOMORROW! I'm gonna chiong!
Chehhhh.
Serve back to those who served the ball so hard that it went straight into my face.
Eh, my specs ah, crooked alr sial ):
I need my contacts asap.
"NEVER MIND! MY TURN WILL COME!"
hahahahahaahahahaha.
omg. quote(s) day.
ok, got to chao.
Bye!
20.6.09, 5:21 PM