A post dedicated to you.

19.1.09, 10:56 PM

You know, I felt relieved for the first time.
I letted go of someone whom I have been holding on to for a very long time.
And I really hope everything's fine.
I felt really relieved and happy because you will find your happiness soon!
And that I won't be the obstacle anymore.
You know what I mean?
I'm still guilty that I hurted you many many times.
And the many times I felt like I am making use of you.
Even though it may be of your own willingness and love for me,
I still felt it was unfair.
It was unfair for a nice person like you to be chained up in my hands.
Maybe you don't know but I have been touched and moved by you a lot of times.
But I held my feelings back.
I know it would hurt but I chose to let you go.
Because it was a sooner or later thing.
Isn't it better to be friends?
I am really really happy that I can face you as a friend.
Joke and talk about everything under the sun.
And without the feeling of a little awkwardness.
I can't promise that letting you go, you will definitely find your happiness.
But I can reassure you, you can find a better girl.
:]
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