Your pictures were printed out and kept beside my pillow every single day. I missed you more than how I missed you in the past.

But now, I had to move on. Moving on was harder than I've thought it would be. I thought I could do it like how I said I would move on. But I couldn't. I can't lie to myself either.

I saw you again. My heart stopped beating for a second or two but you walked away upon seeing me. Someone told me you were attached. I realised I HAVE TO move on. Till that day I saw you again, I confirmed how much I liked you.

Yesterday, my game was screwed because my mind was occupied by you. At this very minute, its still with you. But things are different now. I knew it.

I tore your pictures into half and burnt them to remind myself IT IS REALLY TIME TO MOVE ON. I cried and cried. My pillow was soaked with my pathetic tears. Every single thing I did involved you. I cried non-stop.

We have been texting each other everyday for months. You preoccupied my life. My life contained you. And its hard to move on, you know it. But you chosed to abandon me. Thank you very much. You made me had to bear with such torture myself with no support from me. Not a single word from you for months.

I know I can't get over you in a few weeks time. But I'm gonna try and try. I am not going to cry for you again. Not one pathetic drop of tears.

I wish you and your girlfriend all the best. Last long and forever.