Today is the official last paper.
I don't feel relieved nor happy.
But worried about my results.
But its still a long way before results are released.
No point worrying about it. :]
Let's recap what we've gone through in these 4 years yea.
Secondary 1.
Innocent and pure like dono what shit + kuku hairstyle
Everyone seemed like an alien to me.
On the first day of school, my dad sent me to school.
He stood on the other side of the zebra crossing as he watch me walked into the new school.
I was terrified. I didn't know where to go.
I needed someone for direction.
As months pass, I got to know more people and friends, I became bolder.
But in a bad way. People started to hate me.
Why? I was darn xialan. No one tolerated my attitude.
Even people say I changed alot.
Indeed. I got into many trouble and this didn't stop.
Secondary 2.
I got into more trouble.
No one in the upper secondary liked me.
The reason being, I was xialan and caused alot of trouble.
I thought I had backup(s), nothing/no one to fear.
I was wrong. I had no friends.
My parent flew into a rage after getting to know I mixed with bad influences.
They forbidded me from going out/talking on phone.
I got rebellious.
Without their permissions, I pierced my ear.
My mum was so angry that I was beaten up badly.
I hid my scars on the way to school.
But eventually, my friend who was sitting beside me saw it.
I was embarrassed. I learnt my lessons.
I started to focus on my studies and got into top 80 in school level.
Secondary 3.
Although the people in my class were friends since secondary 1,
they seemed as though they were strangers.
I had no one sitting beside me.
I didn't mind. I thought I could bear it through the next two years w/o any friends.
Then, our seats were rearranged.
I was allocated to a friend who sat with me for half a year.
Well, shall not elaborate on it.
She knows it the best.
After that, I was allocated with another person.
She sat with me for more than a year, I think.
A very good friend.
But things started to change when its year 4.
And I realised, friends are indeed important.
Secondary 4.
Seats arrangements, new chairperson and everything.
I was allocated to another place.
Right in front of the teacher's desk.
No one sat beside me, but its the last year.
I hated project work. I hated group work.
Because I know I had no group to join.
Their bonds among the clique is so strong that I could never just join them.
But Ms Tang allocated a physics buddy to me.
I was very grateful to Ms Tang because this buddy helped me alot.
She tolerated my singing, complains, attitude for more than half a year. (Haha)
A really awsomeeeeeee friend :]
You deserve the Best Buddy Award!
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Everything ended today.
My secondary life ended on 12/11/2008.
The next time I'm stepping into Northland would be in 2009.
The day when I receive my results.
When I said I would not miss Northland, I was kidding myself.
Who wouldn't?
Even my parents are always talking about their "mu xiao".
Seondary school is always our "mother school". (direct translation)
They're very proud of their school.
So do I. I will definitely miss the teachers.
From secondary 1 - 4.
Ms Oh, Mrs Ang, Mr Brian, Mr Shaiful, Mr Fauzi, Mr Faizal, Ms Peggy Ng, Mdm How, Mrs Goh, Mrs Ho, Ms Tang, Mr Neo, Ms Norayu, Mr Rusdy, Ah Chai, Mrs Matthews, Mr Toh, Mr Chye, Mr Taufiq, Ms Shaleni, Mdm Ho, Mrs Lim, Mdm yeo, Mr Woo, Ms Moh, Mr Yoonus, Mr Rajoo, Mr Sim, Ms Uma, Mrs Tang, many many more.
Thanks teachers, for all your effort.
You tolerated our attitude and harsh words.
Being a teacher is indeed difficult.
So, a big thank you to you all!
Awesomeeeeeee people :)