I finally saw the teachings today.
I'm glad Daddy went for PTC.
Mr Neo was right.
My piano teacher was right.
So, I should stop giving excuses to myself.
And work harder!
I must always tell myself I have not put in all my effort..
I must put in more and more effort!
I cannot give up just like that.
A disaster..
Piano theory exam clashes with GCE O level (social studies) paper.
Mr neo says GCE is first priority.
But if I dont have this grade 5 certificate by this year, how to take practical next year?
I've already worked out my pieces, scales and everything.
I dont want to start all over again.
This is terrible isnt it?
So, from today onwards..
People do one hour revision, I do double.
People play for one hour, I play for half an hour.
No more computers = No more updates.
No more time = No more play.
No more play = No more golf.
People say we must know how to plan evenly our play and studies.
But sorry, I can't.
People say although we have to study, but we have to exercise daily too.
But sorry, I can't.
I got to use every minute, every time slots to do revision.
Be it A question or a word.
Everything must get into my brains by end of September.
I may sound like a manic.
A geek but oh, whatever.
Im really feeling very bad about everything.
I really cant smile anymore.
Unless I've shown some improvement in my studies.
Thinking about studies,
I dont think tmr's party would cheer me up.
Ah, forget it.
I shouldnt get emotional.
And I got to take things in my stride.
I shouldnt be swayed by people's words.
I shouldnt care about what they say.
I shouldnt even listen to a word they say.
I AM ME.
I shall be a nerdy chengchin from today onwards.
Study, study and study!
TYS and FYS are to die in my hands!
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Sorry to whoever it is (imagine it youself)
I'm not an initiative girl when I am not in a mood to smile.
If you're not the initiative one too, sorry then.
Time to say byebye.
If you think you've been taking the initiative, you're wrong.
You have made a girl's heart cry for you.