No one owes you a living.
25.7.08, 10:50 PM
Okay, the one and only photo on Racial Harmony day :DMy mum says I look auntie.
What to do? Its baju kurung lehhhh.
HAHAHA.
I've written you all over my heart (:Just a thought at that moment.
No special things or events kkae.
Because my sister said that guy filled her heart & mind.
So, I wrote "you" all over the heart. :D
&& the golf photos.
Nothing much.
But we were bored.
And you know, Joh Linn as usual suggested doing something :D
Her leg :D
And the magnificent views that day.
Thats all :D
I've digested chemistry!
Got to eat the TYS tmr :D
Physics still half done :D
Maths is totally at my finger tips! :]
& Sorry Jamie, you don't owe my a living.
But I was seriously in a bad mood, you see.
Its really hard to live and survive through NSS.
When you're in a bad mood, you can't show.
Why? People would say you're attitude and angry over trivial stuffs.
But whatever yea?
If you're happy and laugh loudly, people will scold you for being loud and rowdy.
But whats the problem up with you guys?
Are your trying to make yourself happy out of people's agony?
Whats wrong with people laughing and being loud?
Are you trying to imply that you're jealous of her/his happy life?
And that you don't want to see her/him happy because you're not?
This is ridiculous kkae?
Super ultimate ridiculous.
What can't you just let people be happy?
You hate him/her, its your problem.
They don't owe you a living right?
Why try to make yourself happy only when the person you hate is in pain?
People are trying to be themselves.
They don't have to change for you...
And obviously, they are trying hard to kick their flaws outta them.
Why not give them a chance?
All I can say is, when I'm happy, I laugh and all.
But people see it as irritation. Whatever.
When I'm angry, obviously for a reason..
People see it as pettiness and narrow-minded.
If I dont smile, they say Im constantly angry over small things.
Which is obviously not.
Because my heart feels happy only not to show it on my face.
If I smile & laugh, they say Im action.
Hey, if you don't know..
This is fucking irritating.
I was thinking about my flaws and wanting to change myself.
Then, I thought. Why change for a stranger?
I mean a stranger in my life ( not my friend although you have my number and talked to me before )
Who doesn't know about their flaws?
Obviously they do right?
Dont you have your flaws too?
Think about it again yea.
Stop labelling people and think about yourself:
"Do you like the label people give you?"
If you don't feel good, learn to accept people.
They are not God yea.LEARN.
And Grow Up.It is not that I dont..Oh, And I'm deleting people permenantly off my Msn.
And friendster.
Toodles :)
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